I’m going crazy missing you…

[Intro – Spoken] I’m going crazy missing you… But it ain’t just love. It’s fear. It’s knowing that if I see you again, I might fall harder than before— And Uninsured I can’t afford another break-down. [Verse 1] He avoids her, Not ‘cause he doesn’t care— But ‘cause he cares too damn much To go back there where he left his underwear unaware of the traps and setbacks if he does decide to go back like a throwback Jersey of number 34 Even Bo knows don't go in the snow looking for bunnies during rabbit season like Cletis askin If you got your ears on? And that's a big 10 in general but if you like women in those Daisey dukes Better think Before you locked up like Uncle Luke sayin "Look at those dudes with the Luke Dukes on" and then Be damned like God said But She was the flame that lit his fire, He was the moth, that wore holes in his clothes Now he’s just smoke rings in the wind wonderin' what could'a been While tryin’ not to end up coughing in this box I'm thinkin in. trying to get out and re-think again He remembers the way she smiled, But he also can't forget the mile of lies that lies inbetween like ihe was being big spooned full of her bullshit like that chick in the maid out fit He's not made to fit in this outfit but when you see his outfit when he gets out the people who know know only know like Bo and can get away from his flex And every time he thinks of the outcome was it really worth the try to get what comes out Then he thinks of her, and He sees heaven and cries. Now he realize the real lies. [Hook] I’m crazy in love, Not Stupid If I see cupid again I swear I'm goin' back to prison he got broken in trust. I'm still wonderin why I miss you this fuckin much, But I can’t go bust on a bus line every time you're on my mind You were my peace when I called, Then you turned my world into prison bars. Now I’m just a free man writin bars about prison not missin you or any body who did nothing for me like I did for you before you even owed me apology for lettin me be me as crazy as I want to be So now I'm tryin’ not to want more knowing you think I'm worthless. Then what I am worth eventually I will get even if it's not on Earth for what it's worth [Verse 2] I can’t sleep with both eyes closed, Not since you left me open and exposed. I gave you my soul, You gave me a ghost. I gave you the most you made me the worse in a hearse Now I’m haunted by the wonder s of“what ifs,” Then the “maybe just ifs'" Shit's changed, I started to shift But I know better—Now I am Sober Scrolling the feed looking for the weak the one's in need Who just need to be seen just like me That’s how I got chained to the one Who unchained me I’m not bitter, I’m just bruised and weather beaten by these fair weather relations ships that aren't even as big as the titanic still endin up with a Gigantic hole in my heart frozen in the ice box next to the steak you eat with a friend after his eye injury in the Hamptons making the news cause I Still got love, But I refuse to lose more then you again and what we started I'm in it until it's finished And then I can go on missing if no one's paying attention... [Bridge – Spoken Word] It’s not even me who's walking away— It’s Jesus peace who kept me sane. Through the oven and the fire Jesus' Name Reigns He did my time with me, He walked me through the remembering pain causing me PTSD. and He helped me to forget you in this forgetful brain that keeps seeing you again So, I spread the felonious news, Not to get you back, so you can lose But to help the ones in a felonious need Who's still stuck up in that trap. [Hook – Repeat] I’m crazy in love, But broken in trust. I miss you bad, But I can no longer go bust. You were my peace, Then my war. Now I’m just a man Tryin’ not to see you no more. [Outro] So if you see me quiet, Know I’m healing. If you see me distant, Know I’m dealing. I loved you once, But I love me now. And that’s the only vow I won’t break. Jesus saved me And now My eyes are wide awake Amen.