cutmeup

You never loved me, never had to try Still got your hands wrapped tight in my chest You fed me nothing, watched me starve and cry Then said I’m the one who made this mess You touched my mind like it was yours to break Left fingerprints I can’t wash out I gave you pieces you didn’t even take Now I’m just damage I drag around You’re not mine but you fuck me up Like I owed you something you never gave Not a lover but you cut me up Left me bleeding, still trying to behave You don’t want me, just how I break How I fold every time you pull I’m a body you don’t even take Just a wound you keep making full I don’t know what the hell you are Not love not hate, just something sick You pull me close then leave me scarred Like I’m something you get to pick I hate myself for letting you stay Somewhere between used and ignored You never asked but I gave it away Now I’m empty for no reward You’re not mine but you fuck me up Like I owed you something you never gave Not a lover but you cut me up Left me bleeding, still trying to behave You don’t want me, just how I break How I fold every time you pull I’m a body you don’t even take Just a wound you keep making full You’re not mine So why does it hurt like this? Why do I still fucking miss this?