Counting the cracks in the ceiling again. Thoughts like whispers trapped in my brain. When I look in the mirror, it's not my face. It’s a stranger staring, taking my place. I hurt you, I know. Didn’t mean to, the fire burns in my name I’m not him, I’m not me. A shadow lost where I can’t see. Talking to a ghost. It don’t talk back. Carrying the weight of what I lack Wishing I had the things they all hold. Warm hands, safe hearts. Stories untold, I reach for the edge. But it slips away. A dream in a night that forgets the day. I hurt you, I know. Didn’t mean to. The fire burns in my name I’m not him, I’m not me. A shadow lost where I can’t see. Talking to a ghost. It don’t talk back. Carrying the weight of what I lack
