[Verse 1] I still touch the space where you were meant to grow a love that had no language but my body seemed to know they say the world keeps moving but mine went to the floor I learned to smile in public and bleed behind the door [Pre-Chorus] and I carry it with me like glass in my chest every breath screams but my body needs rest [Chorus] I carry you with me I carry you still the weight of a love that time cannot fill I carry you with me I carry you on you never made it here but you are never gone [Verse 2] the doctor said the words like weather passing through but my heart knew I had dreams for you too the silence in the hallway the paper in my hand the way I left that room a different woman then [Pre-Chorus] and I carry it with me through the grocery store the ordinary moments they cut me deeper, to the core [Chorus] I carry you with me I carry you still the weight of a love that time cannot fill I carry you with me I carry you on you never made it here but you are never gone [Verse 3] they say wait before telling so we wait and carry it alone and when it's finally over we grieve while noone knows we go back to work smiling while carrying a pain untold a loss wrapped up in silence feeling left out in the cold [Bridge] no map for this kind of leaving no clock for this kind of night some days I'm barely breathing some days I make it through the light if I say your name, it trembles if I hold it in, it burns so I let the tears come gently I let the heart open intently [Chorus] I carry you with me I carry you still the weight of a love that time cannot fill I carry you with me I carry you on you never made it here but you are never gone [Verse 4] if I share, don't ask 'how long"? or give me a silver lining the depth of pain leaves scars no one prepares you for surviving a grief thats hard to heal no name and still so real just a love that lived in waiting no happy little ending [Final Chorus] I carry you with me I carry you still the weight of a love that time cannot heal I carry you with me I carry you on you never made it here but you are never gone [Outro] I carry you on on and on (on and on) (on and on)
