
Life On Almost (Live at Red Rocks)
[LIVE CONCERT MIX/PRODUCTION MINIMAL LIVE CROWD NOISE] [LARGE AMPHITHEATER OUTDOOR AMBIENCE and SETTING] [A SOUND TECHNICIAN MIXING THE PERFORMANCE LIVE] [Non-intrusive rain sounds] Woke up heavy, same dull drag World already moving, I’m still in the bag Coffee burns cold, I don’t blink Try to find a reason not to overthink I move wrong in a hurry-up place Try to keep pace, can’t fake that face Everybody talks like they rehearsed the lines I half-say mine, let it fall behind [drums enter loose and loud, bass pushed forward, guitars fuzzed and blunt] [Pre-Chorus – vocals tight to mic, tense, almost snapping] I float between “fine” and “don’t ask me” Paint peeling somewhere inside me Laugh it off, yeah I know the cue Smile crooked, pray nobody wants truth [Chorus – full band hit, raw melodic shout, imperfect timing, no cleanup] This is life on almost never in place One foot forward, one foot erased Close to something, close to the wall Try not to fall when I stand tall Yeah, life on almost lights half-dead Wide awake stuck inside my head I ain’t fixed, I ain’t gone, I ain’t clean Just a mark in the margin of a borrowed scene [guitars scrape, short feedback burst] I said sorry so much it lost its sound Learned quick how quiet cuts you down Watch them laugh like it’s nothing to hold I sip it slow, swallow what I can’t control Never been loud, never tried to sell But silence sharpened every damn day I fell Still got a few who don’t need me neat Pull up a chair, let me stay incomplete [Pre-Chorus – pull drums back, vocals strained but steady] Funny how space starts feeling safe When you quit trying to force your shape Lines don’t run straight, they bend and break Some hits go soft, some hits still ache [Chorus – slightly stripped, cracked delivery, fuzz still thick] This is life on almost stuck in between Shoes untied, eyes half-seen Close to the moment, far from the crowd I keep my calm small, I don’t need it loud Yeah, life on almost no banner, no name Just how I walk through the weight I won’t frame If I never fit what they wanted me made I’m still here yeah, I stayed [Bridge – spoken, drums drop out, amp buzz underneath] Growing up’s messed up You stop fighting ghosts that don’t swing back Learn to breathe without bracing Learn some doors weren’t yours Not everyone stands center stage Some of us live better off-angle [Instrumental – fuzz guitar wanders, bass drones, drums loose and human, feedback allowed, no solos, let it drag and breathe] [Final Lines – tired, honest, mic very close] This is life on almost And I’m done apologizing for it Not fixed Not finished Just still standing when the noise cuts out [high energy yell] Red Rocks we thank you [live crowd goes nuts] we love you all good niiiiiiiiight! [band plays out as the LIVE CROWD SCREAMS AND APPLAUDES then fades out]

