A | Head Of My Time

I’m ahead of my time, every second I’m in… …feels a step out of line… …from the moment I’m livin’… …right now… Every move that I make never lands where I stand, I keep reachin’ ahead while I’m losin’… …the ground… I’m in front of the feel of the life that is real, tryna be what I haven’t become as of now I’m ahead of my time, every second I’m in… feels like… I’m not here… …now I been waking up ahead of the day, every second I’m in feels a second away Tryna hold onto something that hasn’t arrived, losing track of the moment… …I’m standing inside… Breath in my chest but it don’t settle in, like I’m already gone where I haven’t been Hands in the present but mind in a place that I made just to feel like I’m… …keeping the pace… Every decision I make is a reach, building a life I don’t live in my speech Talking to futures that don’t even stay while the now keeps slipping away I keep reaching for something I haven’t held, building stories before they can tell What it feels like to stay in the now, I keep losing the where and forgetting the how Running a race I don’t need to win just to feel like I’m somewhere within But the more that I move, the less I remain, caught in the future I’m trying to name… I hear my thoughts but they don’t sit still, chasing a version I can’t fulfill Every second I try to control pulls me further away from the soul If I just stay in the second I’m in, let it settle instead of me reaching again If I don’t move with the thought in my head, maybe the moment won’t slip me instead If I just breathe and I don’t get ahead, I might feel what I haven’t felt yet I’m ahead of my time, every second I’m in… …feels a step out of line… …from the moment I’m livin’… …right now… Every move that I make never lands where I stand, I keep reachin’ ahead while I’m losin’… …the ground… I’m in front of the feel of the life that is real, tryna be what I haven’t become as of now I’m ahead of my time, every second I’m in… feels like… I’m not here… …now Slow it down Come back in Right here now Feel again I’m ahead of my time, every second I’m in… …feels a step out of line… …from the moment I’m livin’… …right now… Every move that I make never lands where I stand, I keep reachin’ ahead while I’m losin’… …the ground… I’m in front of the feel of the life that is real, tryna be what I haven’t become as of now I’m ahead of my time, every second I’m in… feels like… I’m not here… …now