[Intro] [Instrumental] [Verse 1] (I begged for more than I can have.) (Ive stolen everything i grasp.) (Ive known everything on this path.) (I hurt more than I can take it.) [Pre-chorus] Alone, alone it always ends in this never-ending, unrelenting, and tormenting psychological, pathological, illogical curse I will never see! (I cant feel pain...) (This lie is my pain...) (It all ends in vain...) (It all ends with pain...) [Chorus] I want to know if I can end it now. I want to see if I'm worth more than this. I want to know what I can suck out of my strife. I just want to be happy for the rest of my time. I just want to be loved for once in my life. [Verse 2] (Ive taken more than I owe.) (Ive broken everything I touch.) (Ive wanted to withstand the truth.) (I hear more than what I see.) [Pre-chorus] Dead, dead, it's always in this never-ending, unrelenting, and tormenting psychological, pathological, illogical hatred I will be! (I dont have shame...) (This dead is my shame...) (It all ends in pain...) (It all ends with pain...) [Chorus] I want to know if I can end it now. I want to see if I'm worth more than this. I want to know what I can suck out of my strife. I just want to be happy for the rest of my time. I just want to be loved for once in my life. I want to feel safe for the rest of my life. I want to feel alive for once in my life. I just want to be loved for once in my life (IN MY LIFE!) [Bridge] You will never see what I am holding inside of me. I will never be what's held inside of me. I can never see what life is doing to me. I don't want to be this thing it's forcing me to see. [Chorus] I want to know if I can end it now. I want to see if I'm worth more than this. I want to know what I can suck out of my strife. I just want to be happy for the rest of my time. I just want to be loved for once in my life. I want to feel safe for the rest of my life. I want to feel alive for once in my life. I just want to be loved for once in my life. (IN MY LIFE!) I WANT TO BE LOVED FOR—I WANT TO FEEL LOVED FOR—I WANT TO BE LOVED FOR—I WANT TO BE LOVED FOR THE REST OF MY FUCKING LIFE! [Outro] [Instrumental]
