I've Done It Again

[Verse 1] I told myself—this time it’d be different Swore on everything I still had left But the old pull came—quiet at first Then louder than any promise I kept I felt it rising—like a wave I know too well Tried to run away—but my feet stayed still One more time—just to feel something real Now I’m staring at the damage I built [Chorus] Help—I’ve done it - again Just like —- I’ve done it - before Am—I past help — this time? I don’t know—but I’ve done it —again. Now—I’m drowning in my fear That— there’s no return from here, But I’ll try—to come back once more, I’ll try— but I’m just not—that sure. [Verse 2] The morning light hits harder than the night Every mirror shows the same tired face I clean the evidence—hide the proof But I can’t scrub the look of disgrace People keep saying—“you’re stronger than this” But strength feels like a language I forgot I reach for the thing that always answers Even when I know the cost will be deep [Chorus] Help—I’ve done it - again Just like —- I’ve done it - before Am—I past help — this time? I don’t know—but I’ve done it —again. Now—I’m drowning in my fear That— there’s no return from here But I’ll try—to come back once more, I’ll try— but I’m just not—that sure. [Bridge] Maybe the bottom is just another floor Maybe I’ve been falling longer than I thought If there’s still a way back—I can’t see the door But I’m knocking on any door with everything I’ve got [Final Chorus] Help—I’ve done it - again Just like —- I’ve done it - before Am—I past help — this time? I don’t know—but I’ve done it —again. Now—I’m drowning in my fear That— there’s no return from here But I’ll try—to come back once more… I’ll try— I’ll try— Even if I’m just not— that sure————-