Invisible Blue

ight on, you never asked why Coffee went cold while the hours slipped by You call me "girl," like it's nothing at all I'm smiling back, but I'm taking the fall Tell me, what's the difference? A friend... or a dream? You walk right through my heart Like you never hear it scream Maybe I'm reading too much Maybe you're reading too little We're dancing in the same room Somehow stuck in the middle You look right through me Like I'm part of the air Close enough to touch you But you're never really there I'm all dressed up in invisible blue Still saving every little smile for you One more night pretending I'm okay While my heart gives itself No, I don't need another "you'll find someone." No, I don't need another "you'll find someone." No, I don't need another "time will come." I ain't chasing shadows, I just wanted something real. Funny how the quiet says the things you never feel. I'm the girl who laughs when the room gets loud, Hides every crack underneath the crowd. Lipstick fresh but my soul's worn thin, Looking like I'm winning while I never let you in. You say my name... Like it's just another word. I hear forever... You never even heard. Maybe one day I'll stop waiting by that door Maybe loving you Won't hurt anymore You look right through me Still I catch your eyes For a second... maybe Then another goodbye I'm done pretending I don't deserve the sun If you never choose me I'll still become someone I'm letting go... Not because I stopped loving you... Because I finally found myself.