[INTRO] Yeah… Mad House. Uh-huh [VERSE 1 — TEMPTATION] Left my love back home with a promise I broke, Told myself I'm fine while I'm choking on smoke. New eyes in the room, but I'm lost in my own, Trying to find something outside that I can't find alone. Money in my pocket, but my peace ran out, Everybody hears me, but nobody hears the doubt. I'm spending every dollar trying to purchase a feeling, Running from the truth every time that I'm dealing. I got my heart right here, I got my scars right here, Everything I hide comes back when the night gets near. I could give you everything just to feel something new, But I'm losing pieces of myself every time that I do. [PRE-CHORUS] Bring your love, I'll bring my shame, Bring your light, I'll bring my rain. Bring a reason to stay tonight, 'Cause I'm running from myself every night. [CHORUS] Tell me you love me, even if you don't, Tell me I'm somebody when I feel like I'm not. Hold me for a minute while I'm coming undone, I'm looking for salvation in the arms of someone. I keep saying I'm alright, While I'm setting fire to my own life. Every high comes with a low, Every place I run just brings me home. Tell me you love me, even if it's a lie, I don't wanna face myself tonight. I keep reaching for somebody else to save me, When the person destroying me is me. [VERSE 2 — THE SPIRAL] Watch me dance with the danger like we never met, Another bad decision that I haven't regretted yet. I'm chasing that feeling till I can't feel pain, Then waking up wondering why I'm empty again. Perfume on your skin, smoke inside my lungs, Everybody's laughing but I'm coming undone. I got everything I thought would make me complete, Still there's a hole in my chest that I can't defeat. I call it freedom when I'm breaking my chains, But every chain I break comes back with a name. I blame the night, blame the money, blame the crowd, But the truth gets louder when the music dies down. [PRE-CHORUS] Bring your love, I'll bring my shame, Bring your light, I'll bring my rain. I don't need another temporary high, I need somebody who can see behind my eyes. [CHORUS] Tell me you love me, even if you don't, Tell me I'm somebody when I feel like I'm not. Hold me for a minute while I'm coming undone, I'm looking for salvation in the arms of someone. I keep saying I'm alright, While I'm setting fire to my own life. Every high comes with a low, Every place I run just brings me home. Tell me you love me, even if it's a lie, I don't wanna face myself tonight. I keep reaching for somebody else to save me, When the person destroying me is me. [BRIDGE — REALIZATION] Maybe it's not you. Maybe it's not them. Maybe I've been fighting Something underneath my skin. I keep asking for love While I'm scared to love myself. Keep searching for an answer On everybody else's shelf. I can't blame the mirror For the face I refuse to see. I can't ask somebody to save me From what I'm choosing to be. [BREAKDOWN] So tonight, I put the bottle down. Turn the music off. Let the silence talk. No more running. No more pretending. No more calling destruction Something that feels like freedom. [FINAL CHORUS — SELF-AWARENESS] Don't tell me you love me just to keep me high, Tell me the truth even if it cuts tonight. I don't need another temporary escape, I need to learn how to live with my mistakes. I've been saying I'm alright, While I'm standing in the ashes of my life. Every road I took brought me back to me, Now I'm finally seeing what I couldn't see. I kept reaching for somebody else to save me, When the person destroying me was me. Now I'm reaching for the person underneath, Trying to find my way back to me. [OUTRO] Yeah, Ghost Money Mafia Mad House Music " Alfredo Got The Sauce "