[Verse 1] Cold stone floors and broken prayers Sleeping where the saints once cared Candles flicker, names I miss... Mistmere’s rain, my mother’s kiss Green eyes staring at the dark Trying to remember who we are New faces, borrowed smiles Every step feels like a mile I laugh like I’m okay …but I’m tired of surviving I’ve leaned too hard, too long On hands that weren’t mine [Pre-Chorus] I love them, yeah, I always will …but loving them don’t make me whole I can’t keep bleeding quietly Just so no one feels alone [Chorus] I’m scared… but I’m breathing Stepping out of the shadow I made I’m done with hollow kisses Just to feel wanted for a day I don’t need saving …I need something real If I’m gonna fall in love again It’s gotta make me feel I’m turning the page Even if my hands shake... This is my journey to the unknown And I’m choosing my fate [Instrumental Breather] [Verse 2] Jimmy’s pain sits in my chest Cat’s old fire, unfinished mess Rissa’s smile, soft and warm …but I can’t hide there anymore I’ve kissed lips that felt like stone Just to prove I wasn’t alone Fed egos, swallowed ache Gods, I gave more than I could take Suné hears me when I cry Not for glory, not to be right I won’t trade a single life Just to stretch the food one night [Pre-Chorus] If loving hard makes me weak Then I’ll bleed with open hands I won’t watch the good ones die Just to say I had a plan [Chorus] I’m scared… but I’m breathing Learning how to stand my ground I don’t want empty touches Just to drown this silence out I want connection Not a temporary flame If someone’s gonna hold me They gotta know my name I’m turning the page Even if my voice breaks... This is my journey to the unknown And I’m choosing my fate [Bridge] Maybe home is just a memory …or a dream I carry inside? But if I lose myself to fear Then what the hell survived? I’ve buried too many good souls In dirt that never cared I’d rather die trying to save them Than live knowing I spared myself … I just wanna feel again Not numb, not brave, not strong Just held for who I am Not for what I do wrong [EDM Rise] [Final Chorus] I’m scared… but I’m breathing! Hear my heartbeat in my chest I’m done being the answer To everyone else’s mess I’ll love like it matters Even if it hurts like hell If I give my heart again …it won’t be for sale I’m turning the page Writing my own name! This is my journey to the unknown And I won’t be afraid [Outro] Green eyes, night-sky fur Still standing… still unsure But this time I walk alone And that’s how I get home...
