PAIN

[Verse 1] "Two days awake, my bones scream through the phone, Your voice turns to static, I’m a ghost in my own home. ‘I’ve gotta go—’ slips out like a rusted blade, I’m drowning in a coma that I fucking made… [Pre-Chorus] "I meant to say, ‘I’m breaking,’ but my lungs gave out, A flicker in your lightbulb—now I’m the blackout. You whispered, ‘Stay,’ I choked on the no— Now your silence grinds me slow… [Chorus] "PAIN—EVERYDAY I GIVE, PAIN—EVERYDAY I LIVE. I’m the wrecking ball inside your trust, A love on life support, rotting into dust. PAIN—IT’S THE SCAR I CAN’T ERASE, PAIN—I KILLED US TO SAVE MY OWN FUCKING SPACE." [Verse 2] "I replay your texts like a funeral hymn, ‘Did I push too hard?’—my guilt’s on a limb. You bleed forgiveness, I rot in my shame, A tired ghost too numb to fan the flame… [Pre-Chorus] "I built this cage from the pills and the lies, A burnout king with dead satellite eyes. You deserved a heart—I gave you a slab— Now I’m carving ‘sorry’ into a heart attack… [Chorus] "PAIN—EVERYDAY I GIVE, PAIN—EVERYDAY I LIVE. I’m the wrecking ball inside your trust, A love on life support, rotting into dust. PAIN—IT’S THE SCAR I CAN’T ERASE, PAIN—I KILLED US TO SAVE MY OWN FUCKING SPACE." [Bridge] "Am I the cure or the poison you crave? A pill that dissolves into dust that you save. You stitch the wounds, I claw at the thread— PAIN’S THE ONLY TRUTH LEFT UNSAID." "I’m the arsonist—you’re the fire I blame, A love held together by shame and chains. We’ll burn so bright till there’s nothing but air… PAIN’S THE ONLY GOD THAT HEARS THIS PRAYER." [Outro] I’ll choke on ‘I’m sorry’ till my lungs give in. PAIN—EVERYDAY I LIVE… …I let it win."