----------------------- 𝕰𝖑𝖑𝖆 © 2025 @𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑_𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖔𝖘𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖊 ------------------------ [verse 1]: I didn't sleep well last night It's been a real problem My lamp is like a nightlight But for some reason I turned it off It's like I wanted to scare myself Don't worry, I don't need help Anxiety made itself at home These days I'm told to calm down alone Those dreams that you remember Paralysis demons and night terrors Then they slip away so fast It's kinda like right now I might add [chorus]: Only four hours of sleep Cause mostly I stay awake Thinking all about the things That I might have done that day If I said it differently What shouldn't have been said It hurts my brain, a battle in me Why can't I just go to bed? [verse 2]: I try to reason with the thoughts I cry when it gets too much I scream when I get pissed off I love hate and I hate love This doesn't make sense What am I writing? What's wrong with me?! I'm already spiraling I don't get it Why can't I understand? I'm really trying [chorus]: Only four hours of sleep Cause mostly I stay awake Thinking all about the things That I might have done that day If I said it differently What shouldn't have been said It hurts my brain, a battle in me Why can't I just go to bed? [bridge]: Lack of sleep then I wake up Wishing I was in dreamland Cause I wake up at Hours that are haunted Reality hits, this doesn't make sense This song wasn't meant to be About stuff like this.... Dead inside, can't close my eyes Dreams are nightmares in disguise Stared up at the ceiling for hours on end Misery's the best company Just another voice in my head [chorus]: Only four hours of sleep Cause mostly I stay awake Thinking all about the things That I might have done that day If I said it differently What shouldn't have been said It hurts my brain, a battle in me Why can't I just go to bed? Only four hours of sleep Cause mostly I stay awake Thinking all about the things That I might have done that day If I said it differently What shouldn't have been said It hurts my brain, a battle in me Why can't I just go to bed? [outro]: That's why I'm always brain dead A bittersweet girl in a screwed up world I'm a deadbeat who would go to bed When thoughts swirl, I can't unfurl
