Selfish,stupid,surreal Unthinkable,unforgiven,unresolved Ignorant ,irresponsible,impulsive Confused,,crazy,complicated Irreversible Death,dying,dead Eternity where did you go? Where did you disappear to? The man who did this Is not the man I knew. I won't say you were a good man. I won't pretend you did no wrong. But the man I knew was cocky arrogant and strong. Where did he go? Where did he go? Was he trapped somewhere inside? Was he horrified to see What he had come to be? Did you fear you'd never be yourself again? Is that why you chose this tragic end? I can't place blame on anyone. Can't point a finger and say what should have been done. No one could ever protect you from yourself No there was nothing anyone could do. But still I have so many questions that won't go away. All of the answers were buried long before that day. Buried when your mind slipped away. Slipped away. Where did you go? Where did you disappear to? Where did you go? Eternity Eternity SUICIDE