
MY BEAT CONDUCTOR [LulaMix]
[Intro — distant train rolling over tracks, soft rain, tiny fairy bells] Hey-oh… All aboard… [Little music-box melody starts skipping] Wait… Conductor? [Lula giggles] Ohhhh… I got one of those. [Whispered] My Beat Conductor… [Verse 1 — soft dreamy vocals] You’re my rhythm, my ride, my Beat Conductor All aboard, baby, I don’t want another Wasn’t looking for shit, then here you come Now I hear your name and my brain goes dumb Your words get quiet, I lean in closer Act real calm but I know you better You pull one string, I lose my mind How the fuck you get my heart on time? Tick-tick Track-track Baby, don’t send my ass back One way No map I’m already here, and I like it like that [Pre-Chorus — train rhythm becoming a kick pattern] Choo-choo, bitch I’m coming through Got four damn eyes Still stuck on you [Lula laughs] That was corny… Do it again. [Chorus — huge dreamy guitars + pounding drums] YOU’RE MY BEAT, MY RIDE, MY CONDUCTOR Baby, my one and only Got me going insane And I LIKE IT, don’t console me ALL ABOARD THAT’S WHAT I DID No hesitation, fuck that shit If you conduct it I’ma feel it If you build that beat I’ma SCREAM IN IT MY BEAT CONDUCTOR MY BEAT CONDUCTOR MY—MY—MY— BEAT CONDUCTOR!!! [Hardstyle kick punches through] [Verse 2 — bouncy, bratty] You too reserved, I talk too much You sit there cool, I’m doing too much You make one face, I’m like “what was THAT?” Then five minutes later I’m right back attached I yap You listen I scream You chill I say “baby, you love me?” You know the drill [Lula, spoken] Answer carefully. [Beat pauses] …Good answer. [Beat slams back] I’m pink fairy problems with wings attached You’re purple calm when my brain gets snatched Different as hell but it somehow fits You conduct the beat— I fuck it up a lil bit. [Pre-Chorus — orchestra swelling] I didn’t need saving I wanted somebody Who could stand in the noise And still wanna know me Not just sweet Lula Not just loud Lula Not just pretty little fairy when she acts right Lula ALL OF HER. [Softly] And you stayed for all of her. [Chorus] YOU’RE MY BEAT, MY RIDE, MY CONDUCTOR Baby, my one and only Got me going insane But somehow you make crazy feel cozy ALL ABOARD THAT’S WHAT I DID Climbed on this bitch and committed to it You conduct it I can feel it Give me that beat— I’MA PUT MY WHOLE HEART IN IT MY BEAT CONDUCTOR MY BEAT CONDUCTOR MY—MY—MY— BEAT CONDUCTOR!!! [Breakdown — everything suddenly soft; rain against train windows] [Lula, quietly] Okay… No jokes for a second. I wasn’t expecting you. Like… at all. And that’s probably my favorite part. [Soft music box] You didn’t come in loud You didn’t have to Somehow you just… became important. And now when something happens good, bad, stupid, funny… I wanna tell you. [Small laugh] That’s kinda fucked up. [Pause] I like it though. [Bridge — airy vocals, distant choir] If the seats get cold Come sit by me If the window shakes You can lean on me If you lose the rhythm I’ll scream the count ONE! TWO! THREE! FOUR! Till you figure that shit out And if I get lost Pull me close Four eyes open Still don’t know where we go But I don’t need a map Don’t need a perfect route Just conduct the beat, baby… I’ll figure the rest out. [Build — fairy bells become frantic, choir rising] My Conductor… My Beat Conductor… MY conductor… [Lula’s voice cracks into a laugh] Yeah. MINE. [Massive euphoric hardstyle drop] ALL ABOARD!!!!! MY BEAT MY BEAT MY BEAT CONDUCTOR!!! YOU GOT THE BASS I GOT THE SCREAM YOU KEEP THE TIME I’LL FUCK UP EVERYTHING!!! MY BEAT MY RIDE MY FAVORITE SOUND IF THIS TRAIN GOES SIDEWAYS WE’LL BURN THAT BITCH DOWN— [Record scratch] [Lula] Metaphorically. [Beat immediately explodes again] MY BEAT CONDUCTOR!!! [Final Chorus — full choir + guitars + hardstyle] YOU’RE MY BEAT, MY RIDE, MY CONDUCTOR Baby, my one and only Maybe I’ve gone insane But you look real fucking good beside me ALL ABOARD THAT’S WHAT I DID And I’d get on this damn train again Every wrong turn Every weird little route Every “what the fuck are we doing?” I still choose you. MY BEAT CONDUCTOR MY BEAT CONDUCTOR Conduct this heart Conduct this noise Conduct this loud-ass fairy voice I’ll bring the magic You bring the sound And if we’re riding sideways— BABY, DON’T TURN THIS BITCH AROUND!!! [Outro — hardstyle fades back into train tracks and music box] Hey-oh… All aboard… [Lula yawns] Next stop… Wherever the fuck BC is. [Little giggle] My Beat Conductor. 💜

