[Intro — single piano, cassette hiss] I wasn't worth a word I wasn't worth a word not even goodbye not even goodbye [Verse 1] I went to find you like I always did and there was nothing there like someone came in overnight and took you out of everywhere out of my phone out of my feed out of every place I used to find you when I needed someone safe and I just stood there staring at the space where you used to be wondering if I imagined the whole thing if I imagined you and me [Pre-Chorus] no fight no reason no last words no warning just a door that used to open now it's just a wall just a wall [Chorus] you didn't say a word you just disappeared and I've been standing in the space you left for what feels like years I keep looking for a reason I keep looking for a sign you didn't say a word and somehow that's the hardest part of trying to be fine [Verse 2] I made up a hundred reasons maybe you were drowning maybe you were scared maybe I said something maybe I just stopped being someone you still cared about and all of them feel true and none of them feel right and I still check for you sometimes in the middle of the night like maybe it was a mistake like maybe you'll come back like maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and you'll still have me in your world [Pre-Chorus] no closure no ending no chapter no finish just a quiet kind of losing that doesn't have a name that doesn't have a name [Chorus] you didn't say a word you just disappeared and I've been standing in the space you left for what feels like years I keep looking for a reason I keep looking for a sign you didn't say a word and somehow that's the hardest part of trying to be fine [Bridge] nobody prepares you for the grief that has no grave nobody prepares you for the loss that has no date no funeral no flowers no moment where you knew just a slowly growing silence where there used to be you I wasn't worth a word I wasn't worth a word not even a word not even goodbye and that's the part that breaks me not that you left but that you couldn't say goodbye [Final Chorus] you didn't say a word you just disappeared and I've been standing in the space you left I think I'll always be here I stopped looking for a reason I stopped looking for a sign you didn't say a word and I think that's something I'll carry for the rest of my life for the rest of my life [Outro — dissolving into silence] I wasn't worth a word I wasn't worth a word not even goodbye not even goodbye I would have stayed I would have stayed for you I would have stayed you didn't say anything anything anything
