You Don’t Know How Lonely I Am

I lost my home when everyone was gone Since then I’ve just been trying to hold on New job, new place, but nothing really changed I live my life, but everything feels estranged I don’t know how to break out of this place No path, no start, no way I can replace You don’t know how lonely I am No one to touch, no one who gives a damn You don’t know how empty it feels Watching their love while mine never gets real You don’t know how lonely I am I’m stuck in silence, doing all I can You don’t know how hard I try But nothing changes, no matter why I try the gay apps, but no one answers me Or older men who want what I won’t be No local gay scene that fits my age or life Just empty nights that cut me like a knife I don’t know how to break out of this place No path, no start, no way I can replace You don’t know how lonely I am No one to touch, no one who gives a damn You don’t know how empty it feels Watching their love while mine never gets real You don’t know how lonely I am I’m stuck in silence, doing all I can You don’t know how hard I try But nothing changes, no matter why You don’t know how lonely I am No one to touch, no one who gives a damn You don’t know how empty it feels Watching their love while mine never gets real You don’t know how lonely I am I’m stuck in silence, doing all I can You don’t know how hard I try But nothing changes, no matter why