[Verse 1] Survival mode, I hit the wall Monitors crashed, I felt it all My legs gave out in the hall They had to carry me out Left school early, head bowed low Just trying to get home slow Body shaking, still on show That adrenaline won’t go [Pre-Chorus] And you said, “It’s nothing” Like my panic was a game But my nervous system broke That is not the same [Chorus] Mute her access Mute her access I’m done with the damage I’m done with the mess Mute her access Mute her access You don’t get a front row seat To what I’m healing next [Verse 2] You threw mixed signals at my feet Wanted me near while you stayed with someone else Compared me to your ex Then rolled your eyes like I should know better You lie to teachers for an exit line Then shame me when my body says decline I’ve got a name for what I lived And you don’t get to rewrite it [Pre-Chorus] I know what toxic looks like I know what it costs You can keep the games you play I’m done paying the loss [Chorus] Mute her access Mute her access I’m done with the damage I’m done with the mess Mute her access Mute her access You don’t get a front row seat To what I’m healing next [Bridge] Back home now, sweater on Trying to let my system rest Weekend quiet, hands still trembling But I’m choosing what is best No more reaching for your version No more bending for your view I’m protecting every open nerve That’s the promise I’m making to me [Final Chorus] Mute her access Mute her access I’m done with the damage I’m done with the mess Mute her access Mute her access You don’t get a front row seat To what I’m healing next Mute her access Mute her access I’m choosing my peace now I’m choosing myself
