The clock struck midnight, November came, A vow I swore, to hold my flame. Thirty days, no sweet release, Just me and silence, chasing peace. Voices call in shadowed tone, “Give in, my boy, you’re not alone.” But I grip the oath I made that night, Clenching fists with all my might. Nothing lasts forever, Not even your restraint, It’s hard to hold together, With this no nut November brain! Ohhh, this November Brain! Days crawl slowly, screens glow bright, The urge attacks me late at night. Temptations dressed in lace and sin, A thousand battles, none I win. But I hold the line, though madness calls, One more day until it falls. A finish line just out of reach, The choir mocks in gospel speech: Nothing lasts forever, Not even your restraint, It’s hard to hold together, With this no nut November brain! My breaking chains, November Brain! “Touch yourself…” “No one will know…” “Give in…” “Just let go…” I won’t— I can’t— The month is almost done! Nothing lasts forever, Not even your restraint, It’s hard to hold together, With this no nut November brain! I survived the trial, Though I’m half insane, I staggered out victorious, With my no nut November brain! December first, the chains unbind, Sweet release—I lost my mind. But I made it through, though scarred, in pain, With my no nut November brain.
