with you gone

I stay up way too late So I oversleep and waste my day All because you're gone All because you're gone I'm holding on to what I have Hoping nobody comes to expect Another thing from me I WISH I DIDN'T MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST BEING HERE IS ALREADY ENOUGH I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO WITH YOU GONE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU GONE my breakfast is nothing at all Cigarettes and alcohol fill me up enough As if I know what to do All I do everyday is looking at the wall All of the pictures You smile in them all All of their stories They make me feel small I guess it's better Then watching them fall Im crying through the day Not a reasonable thought Inside of my brain I WISH I DIDN'T MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST BEING HERE IS ALREADY ENOUGH I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO WITH YOU GONE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU GONE AND EVERY SECOND SPEND IN EVERY PLACE ALL OF THE MEMORIES THAT WE MADE NOW THE MEMORIES SERVE A PLACE IN A CATALOGUE OF YOUR DYING DAY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOBODY SAYS THE TRUTH THEY SAY MOVE ON AND try your youth ID LIKE TO SEE THEM TRY TO LIVE WITH THIS maybe in heaven I will see you again I don't believe in that shit but I have to hold on And waste my life away Cause they're ain't a fucking thing Then wait to meet you again IF I CAN I WISH I DIDN'T MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST BEING HERE IS ALREADY ENOUGH I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO WITH YOU GONE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU GONE WITH YOU GONE WITH YOU GONE