▌│█║▌║▌║ 𝙇𝙮𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙨 𝙗𝙮 𝙏𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙎 ║▌║▌║█│▌ [Verse 1] lost in decision, I kinda lost all my focus and vision what do I do if I can’t get myself to listen to the signals my body is giving I’m the best when it comes to ignoring my needs, can’t even get myself to sleep without medication, how did i end up in this situation. I think I might lose all my faith in only a few seconds yeah you guessed it right! I can’t handle myself! wish I could say otherwise, but to be honest sober I can’t even stand myself, so let’s fill up that pipe and let’s get high! [Verse 2] jokes aside, drugs won’t help you here, I just need all my will to survive and who knows, maybe even thrive, but that’s easier said than done all my traits come undone, I torture myself just for fun, that’s fucked up but sometimes it’s just how it is, so buckle up for the fucked-up mess the person writing this text here is [Bridge] tell me, can you relate to all of this? if yes, my deepest condolences you’re just as broken as me, nonetheless, I welcome you here try not to get stuck inside this spider web made out of bad habits and fear [Hook] I think it’s safe to say none of us belong here, but some of us just get stuck and left behind, losing track of time, yearning for what was once here, regretting the lack of spite hating on all this rage and fear, I think I’m about to commit a hate crime nah I’m just joking around, don’t worry guys, but seriously could it please get better anytime? I would love actually feeling like a human from time to time [Verse 3] I wish I could just open my arms and welcome all the sunshine from outside but the only thing reaching me is all this hate and grime don’t worry though, I think I’m fine, I’ll just try to polish it till it shines desperation for motivation is what kinda keeps me going, I try to keep things rolling just out there, hoping something might change, I’m actually really tired of coping... [Outro] I’m kind of tired of all the lies that make it look fine, cause it doesn’t feel like that the biggest illness known to mankind is life itself, wow what a line that’s it for the song guys, hope to see y’all around — or maybe don’t, I guess that’s also fine, maybe the next song will be about something that actually matters in my life



