My Guardian Angel Has Taken A Vacation

Called the hotline in my heart Got the voicemail “out of reach” Guess my guardian angel Left a magnet on the fridge for me «Back soon, Don’t burn down your life” Little halo doodled by their name I’ve been talking to the ceiling But the ceiling sounds the same My guardian angel has taken a vacation Left me here holding my own temptation Walking this wire with nobody waiting On the other side So I drink my coffee and sign my confession Try to turn panic into a lesson I miss that feeling of quiet protection But maybe I’m the guide this time Almost sent that midnight text Almost ran that red regret Heard a silence in my chest That said “You sure you finished healing yet?” So I put my phone face down Let the traffic crawl right past Maybe this is how it feels When the training wheels come off at last My guardian angel has taken a vacation Left me here holding my own temptation Walking this wire with nobody waiting On the other side So I drink my coffee and sign my confession Try to turn panic into a lesson I miss that feeling of quiet protection But maybe I’m the guide this time If you’re somewhere on a beach Sunglasses on your glowing wings (oh, the view) Hope you’re proud of every step Every small disaster I walked through ‘Cause I’m still here Yeah I’m still here That has to count for something My guardian angel has taken a vacation Left me here holding my own temptation Walking this wire with nobody waiting On the other side So I toast the mirror Quiet celebration Learning to love my own reflection I miss that feeling of quiet protection But maybe I’m the guide this time Yeah Maybe I’m the guide this time