(Verse 1) Now I see In the Darkness you shine brightly I'm No longer Illustrious There's No sparkle in my eyes I see Now your Need to understand this realm can't save you from the Crucifixion I wanted to Keep you forever Butterfly on the wall Everything Dies even love Forever is so misunderstood you wouldn't give me your blood Couldn't settle for Just your soul I learned from you How To be cold How To let go Clouds in my sky will Remain Grey Never again will I give my Love away (Bridge) (pre-chorus) reality is crumbling my emotions are numbing i don't know if i will ever feel i know that the pain is coming cuz i just took my last pill (chorus) so cut myself before i explode, implode from overload so many masks I've showed That I'm forgetting, forgetting cant contain the pain that leave scars i cannot explain Bloodletting, Bloodletting like a spiders fang that needs to drain my soul sweating, Sweating the toxins that remain that fog my brain (verse 2) you never understood me not sure that you can i thought you were worthy i thought the design was grand now I'm lost in confusion not really sure where I stand so I'll sit this one out need to reevaluate the plan never did i see this coming never did your love leave doubt till the curtain fell in the final reveal still must be dreaming but it feels so real (Bridge) (pre-chorus) reality is crumbling my emotions are numbing i don't know if i will ever feel i know that the pain is coming cuz i just took my last pill (chorus) so cut myself before i explode, implode from overload so many masks I've showed That I'm forgetting, forgetting cant contain the pain that leave scars i cannot explain Bloodletting, Bloodletting like a spiders fang that needs to drain my soul sweating, Sweating the toxins that remain that fog my brain (verse 3 ) when my facade starts to erode my identity under scrutiny shove it down where you can't see why am i so use to you hurting me thought you loved me don't know what's happening i don't know anything at all i played with fire and i burned it all till there was only ash and cinder and the smoke covered what was rendered watched the last piece of the puzzle fall before i surrendered knowing i left no witnesses alive how ? why did i survive? i did not strive, i never thrived inside i died why was i revived? why was i revived? (Bridge) reality is crumbling my emotions are numbing i don't know if i will ever feel i know that the pain is coming cuz i just took my last pill (chorus) so cut myself before i explode, implode from overload so many masks I've showed That I'm forgetting, forgetting cant contain the pain that leave scars i cannot explain Bloodletting, Bloodletting like a spiders fang that needs to drain my soul sweating, Sweating the toxins that remain that fog my brain (verse 3 ) when my facade starts to erode my identity under scrutiny shove it down where you can't see why am i so
