Looking down the barrel Of the gun in my face, Thinking what the fuck, as I feel my heart race, This fool lookin scared and like he’s havin second thoughts, I contemplate his move, hit him in the face and he dropped, I kicked him in the face, in the ribs and in his ass, I let him up so he could run away, Took a deep breath and thanked God as I prayed, Fucked up in my head and never gonna stop, I know this life is fucked but I feel like I’m on top, You try to stop my ass, You’re gonna fuckin hurt, Trust these words when I say you’ll break and that’s for sure, Walk-in down the streets my head all a mess, I look up at the sky thinking just how much I’m blessed, Feelings of addictions flowing through my veins, Sick of being sick fuck this is insane, I need to walk away from this shitty life I live, Smokin pipes snorting lines and bangin liquid sin, I love the rush I get from being loaded all the time, Lick after lick supplies my veins of crime, I hit the block and saw the lights and the said don’t fucking move, On the cold wet ground i saw the line I walked, was through!!!!! Fucked up in my head and never gonna stop, I know this life is fucked but I feel like I’m on top, You try and stop my ass your gonna fuckin hurt, Trust these words when I say you’ll break and that’s for sure, In this cold hard cell I think this really sucks I look around a see the pain from others on the bricks, I feel the creeping of the sickness coming on, I hit the shitter hard till all inside was gone, Sick as fuck for a week or more.. I spend all my nights, rolling on the floor, I can’t eat or sleep, fuck I can’t even think! The dope inside is cool at first, now my puke is fucking pink! Fucked up in my head and never gonna stop, I know this life is fucked but I feel like I’m on top, You try and stop my ass your gonna fuckin hurt, Trust these words when I say you’ll break and that’s for sure, Weak and tired strung out man I’m feelin like death, Fuck this shit I’m done, this dope wont be my dying breath, Walking clean, Im feeling right, I’m outta here, tomorrow night, Head on straight, I walk away, from everything I knew, I got this thing by the balls!!! im done……. it’s fucking true………..!!!! Fucked up in my head and now I’m gonna stop I know this life is fucked and I’m finally gonna not You try and stop my ass your gonna fuckin hurt Trust these words when I say you’ll break and that’s for sure I keep on keeping on, fuck the dope I’m fucking done. ◦ I’d
