Better Today #AutismAwarenessMonth

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ // © 2025 Teemuth 🎵 Suno: https://suno.com/@teemuth 🎵 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6OiYRjnt94boE4iFYvNZa5?si=n8GN72wDSkqZds7MJtY--w 📺 YouTube: youtube.com/@Teemuth_ 🐦‍⬛ Twitter/X: x.com/real_teemuth 🎮 hyperfollow.com/realteemuth ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This song is dedicated to Autism Awareness Month, a reflection of the misunderstood moments, the late diagnosis, and the unconditional love that carried me through. It's for every kid who just needed to be seen, and every parent who never stopped believing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [Verse] I remember My principal’s office And you comin’ to school to pick me up I remember Lyin’ to the officer About the drugs in my backpack (yeah...) [Hook] I’m sorry, mama, for the mistakes I made I was just a kid, but I still feel the weight (mmm...) [Verse] The men in blue and the men in white Psychiatrists and special needs guides Couldn't figure out why I was the way I was But you never gave up on me (thank you...) [Chorus] I know I wasn’t easy to raise Ran through fire, still you stayed I caused storms, but you gave me grace I’m sorry, mama—I’m better today (I’m better today...) [Verse] It took a few years and some psychedelics But eventually I was diagnosed And for the first time in my life I finally made sense to myself (breathe...) I had a hard time payin’ attention in class Teachers pressed me for talkin’ too fast I never knew why, they said I was bad Now I look back and I think it’s sad I’m not mad—love (just tired...) Diagnosed late, yeah they called it autism Whole life clicked, like I unlocked rhythm They thought my work was just plagiarism Just 'cause I think different, boxed in a system Labeled me wrong, then blamed me for it Told me to change, tried to shape me for it But I got thoughts they couldn’t outline Lines they can’t read, dreams they can’t define Yeah, I shut down, but I rise again Still hold ground, even in the wind (holdin’ on...) [Chorus] I know I wasn’t easy to raise Ran through fire, still you stayed I caused storms, but you gave me grace I’m sorry, mama—I’m better today (I’m better today...) [Bridge] And I’m sorry for all the sh** I put you through And I’m grateful for all the things You taught me to do Can’t believe you stayed through all that pain You know it’s true (you know it’s true...) [Hook] I’m sorry, mama, for the way I turned out Still tryin’ to fix what I can’t figure out [Chorus] [x2] I know I wasn’t easy to raise Ran through fire, still you stayed I caused storms, but you gave me grace I’m sorry, mama—I’m better today (I’m better today...) (I’m better today...)