Production by @kinyx Lyrics: I’ve been standing on the same old line (ouuuuh) Watching clocks pretending I’m fine Every promise sounds like “maybe soon” (houuu) Every kiss feels borrowed, not true You say “hold on”, you say “don’t rush” (don't rush) But my heart’s tired of being hushed I fold myself to fit your fear Smile too loud, then disappear I’m done with waiting, waiting for you (ouuhh) mmh -Done with hiding everything we do If loving hurts, then tell me why I gotta live in a secret lie (houuuu) I don’t wanna beg, I don’t wanna stay (stay) I don’t wanna love like this every day (day) I want the light, I want the truth I wanna be free — even from you (from you you) I dress my words in pretty lies Say I’m strong but I’m compromised You call me “yours” behind closed doors But outside I’m nothing more I’m playing roles I never chose Dancing on my tippy-toes If love’s a cage painted gold I’d rather be alone and bold I’m done with waiting, waiting for you Done with hiding everything we do If loving hurts, then tell me why I gotta live in a secret lie I don’t wanna beg, I don’t wanna stay I don’t wanna love like this every day I want the light, I want the truth I wanna be free — even from you Maybe love shouldn’t feel like a crime Maybe hearts don’t need perfect timing If I have to shrink to make you proud Then loving you is breaking me down Say what you want, say “not tonight” Say you’re scared, say you’re not mine I want the sky, not your closed door No more waiting, waiting for you No more hiding, I’m breaking through If this is love, it shouldn’t bruise I choose myself, I choose the truth I don’t wanna beg, I don’t wanna stay I don’t wanna fade just to make you brave I want my voice, I want my youth I wanna be free — even from you
