[Intro] Yeah… Smile on my face, war in my head Everybody sees me standing Nobody sees what it took to get out of bed [Verse 1] Some days I wake up feeling lower than the floor Still put the smile on when I walk out the door Everybody thinks I’m good ’cause I’m carrying the room Whole time I’m fighting shadows in the middle of the noon I give love to the world, try to hold everybody up But nobody sees the nights when I feel I’ve had enough I keep moving, keep building, keep playing my role While confusion keeps digging another hole in my soul I’ve been searching for a reason, searching for a sign Trying to understand why peace is so hard to find Every road I take somehow circles me back To the same heavy thoughts and the same old track [Hook] Lost in the noise, lost in my mind Looking for peace that I never can find Smile for the world while I’m breaking inside Still asking questions with nowhere to hide I keep pushing, keep moving, keep doing my part But the weight gets heavy when it sits on your heart Maybe tomorrow I’ll finally know Why I’ve been carrying this everywhere I go [Verse 2] Sometimes I feel tears but they never hit the ground Got too good at hiding when there’s people around Shame in my chest, pain in my name Wondering how long I gotta play this game I’m there for everybody, always picking up the phone But sometimes the strongest one still feels alone That’s the part people miss when they look from outside You can be everybody’s rock and still hurt inside I’m not asking for pity, I’m just telling it straight Sometimes I get tired from carrying this weight Still I get back up, still I make another move Even when my own mind says I got nothing to prove [Hook] Lost in the noise, lost in my mind Looking for peace that I never can find Smile for the world while I’m breaking inside Still asking questions with nowhere to hide I keep pushing, keep moving, keep doing my part But the weight gets heavy when it sits on your heart Maybe tomorrow I’ll finally know Why I’ve been carrying this everywhere I go [Bridge] Maybe I don’t need every answer tonight Maybe making it through is enough of a fight Maybe pain ain’t weakness, maybe tears ain’t shame Maybe I’m still learning how to live with my name Maybe one day I’ll look back and see All the nights I thought would finish me Were just chapters, not the end of the road Just another part of this life I hold [Final Verse] So if I laugh with you, know that pain still exists If I tell you I’m good, sometimes that’s just a script But I’m trying, I’m fighting, I’m still showing up And some days that alone is more than enough I don’t know when the clouds finally break I don’t know how much more the heart can take But I’m still here breathing, still writing these lines Still trying to find a little peace in my mind [Outro] Lost in the noise Still looking for light Still here Still fighting tonight.
