[Intro] Yeah... Everyone's got something to say about how I live Same people with their own skeletons Judge me for my demons while hiding their own... Let me tell you about real betrayal... [Verse 1] Six years down the drain, should've seen the signs Thought you were my heartbeat, turns out you're just parasites Remember when you swore you'd never leave my side? Now you're with him, same story with a different guy You ran your mouth to all our friends, twisted every fight Made me the villain in your story, ain't that right? "He drinks too much, he's never home, his anger's out of hand" Convenient how you left out all the times you made me snap The mind games that you played, the secrets that you kept All those messages I found, the promises you never meant Now you're playing victim to anyone who'll listen Painting me as crazy while your lies keep glistenin' Took the house, the car, half of everything I earned While I was building us a future, you were watching bridges burn Now my so-called friends won't even take my calls 'Cause your version of the truth is the only one they heard at all Yeah, my demons got the best of me on certain nights But at least I own my darkness, you just hide yours out of sight So go ahead and tell the world how damaged I became Like you weren't the one who struck the match that lit the flame [Chorus] In this two-faced world, where's the truth? They judge my scars but never ask what I've been through Pills and bottles, they're just bandages for wounds You left behind when you decided we were through They call me broken, call me trouble, call me cursed But in this two-faced world, tell me who's really worse? The one who shows their pain or those who hide behind lies? In this two-faced world, we're all wearing disguise [Verse 2] Now my so-called brothers act like I'm a stranger The same ones who crashed at my place when they were in danger The same ones who called me at three just to talk Now they're ghost like I'm toxic, man that shit hits hard Ten years of friendship down the drain overnight 'Cause you fed them your story and they didn't put up a fight Didn't ask for my side, didn't question your claims Just labeled me an addict, like that explains away the pain Society says "speak up when you're hurting inside" But the minute that I do, they all run and hide "Get help," they said, "go talk to someone about your head" Then they whisper when I'm medicated, wish I was dead The hypocrisy's so thick you could cut it with a knife They pop their pills at parties, then judge how I survive They drink until they're senseless every weekend night But I'm the one with problems 'cause I can't sleep right Everybody's damaged, everybody's scarred The difference is I wear mine like badges, not locked behind bars So call me what you want, at least I face my reflection While you're all busy pretending you've reached perfection [Bridge] Sometimes I think about driving past your place Just to see if you're as happy as you claim Would you see the pain you caused, would you even care? Or would you call the cops and say I'm stalking you there? Everything's so backwards, everything's so fake A world of instant justice with no room for mistakes One side to every story, no chance for defense Guilty until proven innocent, that's the world we're in [Verse 3] Look at how they glorify the chaos on the screen Violence, sex and drugs until the next trending meme But God forbid I have a drink to numb the noise Suddenly I'm labeled, suddenly I've made my choice "He's lost control, he's spiraling, he needs to be contained" While they're all popping Xanax just to deal with workday strain The double standards crushing, the judgment never ends The same people with their own demons pretending to be my friends You took everything from me, my pride, my home, my name Left me with nothing but these words and all this rage The system built to help you, designed to watch me fall One accusation from your lips and they believed it all So yeah, maybe I'm angry, maybe I'm not fine Maybe these bottles and these pills are the only things that's mine Maybe I'm tired of pretending this world makes any sense When the real criminals wear suits and make dollars off our silence So go ahead and judge me for how I cope with pain I'll be here still standing when your perfect worlds cave [Outro] In the end, we're all damaged, we're all trying to survive Some just hide it better, wear better disguise So before you point your finger at the demons that I fight Take a good look in the mirror at the ones you hide inside...
