[Verse 1] Yahweh, I’m talking plain tonight, because You already know, I’ve worked hard most of my life and I’m worn down to the bone. I tried to do what was right, I tried to love and stay, I fought for things I cared about and watched them slip away. There are days I feel like I’m only here to work and sleep, Going through the motions while carrying things too deep. I know I still have blessings, I know I’m not destroyed, But truthfully there’s a heaviness where there should be joy. [Pre-Chorus] I’m not asking for a mansion, I’m not asking to be praised. I’m asking for a life that feels alive, More than just surviving days. [Chorus] Yahweh, change what needs changed in me, My mind, my heart, my body, my spirit, everything I need. Teach me how to live abundant, With love and joy and peace that’s real. Give me growth, give me direction, Give me strength to move and heal. Open doors that should be opened, Shut the ones that hold me still. Help me honor You with living, Not just grinding by sheer will. [Verse 2] I’ll be honest, I feel disappointed by how life has gone, Some losses still sit heavy though the years keep moving on. I’ve carried pain like proof that I don’t run when times get hard, But pain alone is not a prize, it only leaves its scars. I know I need more discipline, I know I need to move, But lately I can’t see clearly what the first step even is to do. I don’t need all the answers, I just need enough light To take the next right step tomorrow, then the next one after that. [Pre-Chorus] I don’t need an easy road now, I don’t need a life of ease. I need purpose in the middle, And some air to finally breathe. [Chorus] Yahweh, change what needs changed in me, My mind, my heart, my body, my spirit, everything I need. Teach me how to live abundant, With love and joy and peace that’s real. Give me growth, give me direction, Give me strength to move and heal. Open doors that should be opened, Shut the ones that hold me still. Help me honor You with living, Not just grinding by sheer will. [Bridge] Bring good people into my life. Remove what keeps me stuck. Heal what still hurts in private. Teach me how to trust. Give me habits that build strength. Give me work that has some meaning. Give me clear and steady thinking. Give me reasons to keep dreaming. [Final Chorus] Yahweh, change what needs changed in me, My mind, my heart, my body, my spirit, everything I need. Teach me how to live abundant, Not in riches, but in truth. Let me laugh, let me love, let me grow, let me build, Let me feel renewed. Open doors that should be opened, Shut the ones that hold me still. Help me honor You with living, Not just grinding by sheer will. [Outro] I’m still here, Yahweh. Please help me truly live.
