I’m Drunk Again - Divebar Demo

(Intro) (Whispered) One, two... here we go again. (Verse 1) I’m picking at the scabs of every word you never said There’s a riot in the kitchen and a ghost inside my bed I’m pouring gasoline on every bridge I haven’t burned Waiting for the lesson that I’ve never fucking learned! (Pre-Chorus) And my hands are shaking, yeah they’re rhythmically weak I’m a ticking time bomb and I’m starting to leak I don’t want the help, I just want the heat! (Chorus) AND I’M DRUNK AGAIN! Staring down the barrel of a habit I can’t break How much of this poison do you think a heart can take? I’M SCREAMING AT THE WALLS! Until my throat is raw and blue Because I’d rather be a wreck than be a shadow without you! Yeah, I’m drunk again. (Verse 2) I’m a masterpiece of "maybe," I’m a canvas full of cracks Running through the subway trying to cover up my tracks I’m messy, I’m a liar, I’m a beautiful mistake And I’ll double down on every single choice I had to make! (Bridge) I’m not alright! I’m not okay! I AM LOSING MY MIND AND I LIKE IT THIS WAY! (Chorus) YEAH I’M DRUNK AGAIN! Staring down the barrel of a habit I can’t break How much of this poison do you think a heart can take? I’M SCREAMING AT THE WALLS! Until my throat is raw and blue Because I’d rather be a wreck than be a shadow without you! (Outro) I’m just... I’m just a little bit toxic. (End)