If your hearing this ,u wasnt meant to Its for me.i start writing an it just bleeds Through...... so i dont know how u got it,u Was never meant too.but yet it reached u. See at nights if i dont get it out on paper B4 the nite is up it shape shifts in to vapor An leaks out my pours an it goes knocking on doors.....so i apologize if it makes it to yours.i try to control it but it just casually ignores. When it takes over i can feel it burning my core.an i usually come to curled up on the floor....scratching my head thinking was it me or the beast instead.walls painted red ,my guns out of led.i feel violated and spoon fed.........so again i apologize if it comes for u ,u can try a disguise but it remembers the eyes.no matter what u did, An if u did it last week or when we was kids.... its got a mind of its own.when its awake.it gives me a choice to make.either be aware an act like i care or get in the back an take a nap.... its here to defend my pride an promises to be a long ride.no one is eligible to hide.their forgiveness got turned down...................denied............................ brain completely smoked........................fried..........................Compassion an loyalty............................Died.............................. you cant run or..............hide.....................go ahead try suicide,,,,,,,,,,,,,it wont work cuz u are ..........................mine......................no more sunshine your time is up cuz this beast dont give a fuck.and yes i no it looks like me but im inside trying to break free.trust me its out of control ..... its possessed with a soul ,damned to hold on an never let go......when it takes over its a fuckn bulldozer.run over your face with a push mower.......reminding me each time its one step closer to completely taking over........... then its a rap i dont even wanna think bout that.it would definitely be a new world order.yall mutha fuckers better run for the border.... Fast .......quick........ and in a hurry.for now its vision is little blurry ....but if your close u get the full dose....just in its presence u will choose what it choose .reaching new highs an lows......an guess thats how it goes.......once again i apologize completely but i guess u shouldnt have fucked with me....an im guessing after this your learn your lesson,if u survive an make it out alive.................again i apologize
