[Verse] Do you know how far this has gone? I was up all night in the backyard Just talking to God Like "Hey God" What the hell's going on? I thought you were good Why's this feel so wrong? And I got a little note that said "Just call on me when you need a friend" Well This is me calling you So What's next? When's this gonna end? [Pre-Chorus] If I'm being honest If I'm being real It doesn't feel like you're in the field [Chorus] And now Everything's gone wrong I used to think that this is just what I deserved 'Cause I was such a bad kid Never listened to a word Now Everything's gone wrong I wish I could take back everything I did And I wish I could take back everything I said But now Everything's gone wrong [Verse 2] Do you know how hard I try? I'm writing songs just to pay my bills I'm taking pills just to stay alive And Damn That's wild I used to get so high off of cigarettes And seeing my ex-girlfriends in their sundresses Now I'm calling all my friends and it's like "Hey You wanna die?" [Pre-Chorus] If I'm being honest If I'm being real It doesn't feel like you're in the field [Chorus] And now Everything's gone wrong I used to think that this is just what I deserved 'Cause I was such a bad kid Never listened to a word Now Everything's gone wrong I wish I could take back everything I did And I wish I could take back everything I said But now Everything's gone wrong
