
Are You Really Okay
**[Intro ] *(Mumbled, tired, like talking to a mirror)* High school ghost... creeping back in the haze... Am I still here...? Or just bleeding slow...? **[Verse 1 ] Woke up numb again, brain fog thicker than the smoke Purple haze in my lungs, but the pain still chokes Told the mirror "I'm straight," chipped polish hiding shakes But the shadows in my head keep replaying old mistakes voices echoes faint, unresolved like open wounds Words I never said now carve deeper in the room Cannabis can't mute it, just turns the volume low Makes the dark feel cozy, makes the hurt feel like home Wilted ink on my wrist, petals falling one by one High school hell on repeat, cycle never done I'm a ghost girl, chasing feelings I can't name Begging the reflection not to play this game [Pre-Chorus ] I feel it crawling under skin, the sickness never leaves Disconnected from the me I used to believe Raised in darkness, thought I'd outrun the wave But depression's like a knife—always finds its way [Chorus ] Are you really okay? Are you really okay? Faded crimson in the mirror, staring back like high school days Telling myself I'm fine, but the edge is calling my name Please don't hurt yourself again Please don't hurt yourself again (Yeah-yeah... are you really okay?) Please don't cut deeper tonight Please don't bleed out the fight I'm begging me to stay alive Are you really okay? [Verse 2] Bathroom glow too harsh, sink cold like empty promises Scars map every time I lost the plot in this abyss Jackie's breathing steady, doesn't know I'm unraveling thread Katie's "you good?" unread, another lie I fed Mom's shadow on her face pulls me down twice as far Carrying ghosts while my own veins turn to tar The haze whispers "one more," "just to feel something real" But real turns to regret, regret turns to steel Steel in my thoughts, cutting lines I can't erase High school kid in grown skin, same broken place **[Pre-Chorus - Intensified, edge of scream]** I feel it bleeding through, the poison in my veins Clinical storm crashing, drowning out the gains Thought I buried it deep, thought the haze would heal But the cycle spins eternal—here's the same old deal [Chorus ] Are you really okay? Are you really okay? Faded crimson in the mirror, staring back like high school days Telling myself I'm fine, but the edge is calling my name Please don't hurt yourself again Please don't hurt yourself again (Yeah-yeah... are you really okay?) Please don't cut deeper tonight Please don't bleed out the fight I'm begging me to stay alive Are you really okay? [Bridge ] *(Soft, breaking, almost spoken)* I bleed myself dry every night just to feel alive Nothing I write or smoke can make the hurt subside Wilted flower on my skin, dying petal by petal slow I'm a ghost chasing smoke, nowhere left to go So if the darkness wins tonight... If the edge takes the fight... At least the mirror knows: I'm not alright... [Breakdown] DON'T BLEED OUT AGAIN! DON'T CUT DEEPER IN THE HAZE! I FEEL THE EDGE, I FEEL THE BLAZE! HIGH SCHOOL HELL REPLAYING EVERY DAY! STOP LYING TO YOUR VEINS! STOP DROWNING IN THE PAIN! YOU'RE BEGGING YOU TO HOLD ON— DON'T FADE AWAY! ARE YOU REALLY OKAY?! (NO... FUCK NO... NO!) [Final Chorus] Are you really okay? Are you really okay? Faded crimson drying slow, but the call still stays High school days keep pulling, dragging me away Please don't hurt yourself again Please don't hurt yourself again (Yeah-yeah... are you really okay?) Please don't cut deeper tonight Please don't bleed out the fight I'm begging me... stay alive... Are you really okay? *(Fading mumbles: Not yet... still bleeding... still here...)* [Outro ] *(Overlapping whispers, detached)* Are you really okay...? Please don't hurt yourself again... High school never ends... haze never lifts... I'm still bleeding... still breathing... *(Razor clatter metaphor into sink, then pure silence fade)*

