
I Am Only Human
[Verse 1 — A Prayer of Pain] God, I cannot honestly love You. They tell me to be thankful. They tell me to pray. They say that suffering will come If I refuse to obey. Must I pray in fear? Must I pretend to love? Must I hide my anger From the heavens above? I am only human. I am not a saint. I have lived with sorrow. I have lived with pain. [Verse 2 — The Accused] The world calls me a murderer. The world calls me a sinner. But I never wanted to become A cruel and heartless winner. I wanted to be better. I wanted to be kind. I wanted peace and freedom. I wanted peace of mind. But every time I raise my voice, They tell me I am wrong. Every time I try to fight, They say I don't belong. Why must I always be silent? Why must I always forgive? Why must I carry all this pain Just to earn the right to live? [Chorus — I AM HUMAN] I AM HUMAN! I AM NOT A SAINT! DON'T FORCE ME TO PRAY! DON'T FORCE ME TO LOVE! I AM HUMAN! I AM NOT YOUR SLAVE! I JUST WANT MY FREEDOM! I JUST WANT MY PEACE! God, can You hear me? God, can You see? I am not Your enemy! I just want to be free! [Verse 3 — The Broken Prayer] God, I tried to love You. I tried to understand. I tried to find Your kindness. I tried to take Your hand. But love cannot be ordered. And faith cannot be forced. A heart that lives in terror Cannot find its own true voice. I am tired of pretending. I am tired of this game. I am tired of being judged. I am tired of all this shame. If You are truly loving, Then let me speak my mind. Let me question heaven. Let me leave my fear behind. [Bridge — Where Are You, God?] GOD, WHERE ARE YOU? CAN YOU HEAR MY CRY? WHY MUST LOVE BE FEAR? WHY MUST FAITH BE PAIN? I DON'T WANT TO HATE YOU! BUT I CANNOT LOVE YOU! NOT LIKE THIS! NOT IN FEAR! NOT THROUGH THREATS! NOT THROUGH TEARS! I AM ONLY HUMAN! I AM ONLY HUMAN! PLEASE UNDERSTAND! I AM ONLY HUMAN! [Verse 4 — My Last Protest] If I am angry, am I evil? If I am crying, am I weak? If I demand some human kindness, Why must everyone condemn me when I speak? I never asked to rule the world. I never asked to wear a crown. I only wanted someone To stop pushing me down. I don't want revenge. I don't want a war. I just want to understand What all this suffering is for. And if society demands That I must always give, Then let me rest a little. Let me learn again to live. [Final Chorus — FREEDOM] I AM HUMAN! I AM NOT A SAINT! NO MORE FEAR! NO MORE FORCED LOVE! DON'T FORCE ME TO PRAY! DON'T FORCE ME TO SMILE! DON'T FORCE ME TO THANK YOU WHEN MY HEART IS FULL OF PAIN! I WANT FREEDOM! I WANT PEACE! I WANT JUSTICE! I WANT TO BREATHE! If one day I feel thankful, I will thank You from my heart. If one day I can love You, That love will be my own. But until that day comes, Please let me be myself. I am not a perfect person. I am only human. [Outro — A Quiet Confession] God, I cannot honestly love You. Not today. Not like this. But sometimes, When I hear beautiful music, My heart begins to move. Sometimes, When someone shows me kindness, I remember what love can be. And sometimes, When I see the evening sky, I feel that this world May still have something beautiful. God, This is the only prayer I can offer You tonight. Not a prayer of fear. Not a prayer of duty. Just the voice Of one imperfect human being. Amen. I AM ONLY HUMAN. I AM STILL HUMAN. LET ME BE HUMAN.

