[Verse 1] Cheeks red Shirt riding up my waist Breath hot Heart sprinting in this place They laugh Point at every extra pound I snap I wanna throw these desks around [Pre-Chorus] I clench my fists Till my nails dig in Say I’m fine But I’m boiling again Why’s Your grace For the ones I hate? You whisper gentle “Kid That’s why it’s called faith” [Chorus] I’m mad I’m loud I’m wrong a lot But You keep aiming at my stubborn heart Forgive me God When I burn and bite Teach these heavy hands to hold You tight I don’t get love that breaks my chains But I’m screaming faith through the fire and shame (yeah, I’m still ticked off, but I’m forgiven) I’m screaming faith through the fire and shame [Verse 2] Bus seat Grease stains on my jeans I snap When they call me names and memes I spit Words that taste like rust and smoke Then choke On every bitter joke I spoke [Pre-Chorus] I see Your cross In the window glass My angry face In the fading class You bled for bullies And kids like me You say “Let go I already took that swing” [Chorus] I’m mad I’m loud I’m wrong a lot But You keep aiming at my stubborn heart Forgive me God When I burn and bite Teach these heavy hands to hold You tight I don’t get love that breaks my chains But I’m screaming faith through the fire and shame (hey, I’m still ticked off, but I’m forgiven) I’m screaming faith through the fire and shame [Bridge] I wanna punch back You say “turn back” I wanna cuss out You say “cry it out” I hate my body You say “made by Me” I slam the door You still wait for me (woah) [Chorus] I’m mad I’m loud I’m wrong a lot But You keep aiming at my stubborn heart Forgive me God When I burn and bite Teach these heavy hands to hold You tight I don’t get love that breaks my chains But I’m screaming faith through the fire and shame Yeah I’m still pissed off Still being changed I’m screaming faith through the fire and shame
