Heart

I gave you. my. heart... But deep down I knew you would pull. it. apart... I tried to. make. excuses. for all of. your. abuses... But in the end I. hated. you... and I hated. myself. too... How could I. forgive. you...? How could I forgive all the things. you. do...? I gave you. my. heart... But deep down I knew you would pull. it. apart... I tried to. make. excuses. for all of. your. abuses... I would cry myself to sleep. at. night... I hated. the. fight... And I would lie. to. myself... and say I was. all. right... I gave you. my. heart... But deep down I knew you would pull. it. apart... I tried to. make. excuses. for all of. your. abuses... that it was just. an. overreaction... That you were trying your best... and that you weren't that bad... I gave you. my. heart... But deep down I knew you would pull. it. apart... I tried to. make. excuses. for all of. your. abuses... but then you hurt me again. and. again... till it felt bad not to. be. broken... I tried to yell but it was only. a. whisper... I looked at myself in. the. mirror... and said How could you. hurt. her... Wh-y oh why? I gave you. my. heart... But deep down I knew you would pull. it. apart... I tried to. make. excuses. for all of. your. abuses... After all the things you did I just hid I. hated. confrontation... but I wanted. an. explanation... (explanation...) for all the things you did. to. me... did you just think it. was. funny...? Now I just make a joke out, of, myself... because I feel like I'm not, anything, else... I gave you. my. heart... Thought it could be a. new. start... But deep down I knew you would pull. it. apart... I tried to. make. excuses. for all of. your. abuses... After all the things you did I just hid I. hated. confrontation... but I wanted. an. explanation... (explanation...) for all the things you did. to. me... did you just think it. was. funny...? Now I just make a joke out, of, me to keep you happy