[Verse] I see your face in every city that I pass through I swear the memories of you be stuck like tattoos I know I chose this life, but damn, it’s got me mad too 'Cause even when I love her, girl, I still feel like I had you We was kids, you had just moved in a block away I was lookin’ through my window when I saw your face Somethin’ in me knew I’d love you ‘til my final days But fate be playin’ tricks, we never really got to play You ain’t had no friends, so I became the first one Walkin’ home from school, late nights, watchin’ the sun You told me all your dreams, I told you mine too I swear the way you used to laugh, had my mind glued But then I met my girl, she was somethin’ different We got caught up in the moment, I was in it, I was winnin’ But every time I laid beside her, I was thinkin’ ‘bout you And every time I kissed her lips, I was dreamin’ ‘bout you I ain't never told a soul, but I cheated with you once Ain't nobody know, but girl, that night still leave me numb I should feel guilty, but I don’t, and that’s the problem 'Cause outta every woman I done met, you still the one I wanted You the only one that ever made me feel complete The only one I knew who saw the pain inside of me The only one who never had to try to make me stay The only one I lost but think about like every day And I know it ain’t my fate, I know it wasn’t written But damn, it’s got me wonderin’ if somethin’ out here missin’ I been livin’ life, I been smilin’ for the cameras But deep inside my mind, I be drownin’ in the damage What if we had met before, what if we had tried? What if I had fought for you, instead of lettin’ time decide? What if you was really meant to be the love I had for life? What if all this happiness I got ain't really right? Damn, I hate the way the universe be pickin’ sides Damn, I hate the way my heart be split between these lives Damn, I hate the fact I settled ‘cause it’s all I had Damn, I hate the fact that I still love you in the past I ain’t never told a soul, I been movin’ on But movin’ on don’t mean the feelings ever really gone You the only one that know me when I drop the act And I wonder if you feel the same, but never text me back So I just keep it movin’, I just play my role I just do what’s right, but that don’t mean I’m whole I just tell myself the hand I got is good enough But every time I close my eyes, I see the girl I love.