[Intro] [Verse] Didn't know what I wanted when I lit, the community to me didn't mean shit, I was all about making a noise, turning vulgarity into toys, get a lot of hype, people wanted in, and that's how this story's gonna begin. Pumpin' porn into NSFW, Just havin' my fun like I had nothing better to do, just kickin' and playin', no plans on even stayin' and when the channel got nuked it was time for me to scoot. Left the people, left the scene, bounced around and was pretty mean, got kicked from more places, lost touch with people that had no faces. then I came back, not knowing what to expect, got into trouble quick, for not showing respect. "I fucked up....I admit it.....I didn't know what I wanted.....until a certain event took place..." [Verse] I fucked up, crunk up, didn't think to just shut up, said a few things that got me on the list, then a Mod came down on me....and he was pissed. Cota, that piece of shit, backed me in corner, I thought that was it, he told me I'd better self-regulate, or being shown the door was my fate, he had me scared, not gonna lie, I didn't want to be cast to the side. "It really affected me....the idea that when I finally decided I wanted to be a part of this, that he would throw me out....so I did as he said..." Defeated, I retreated, didn't wanna be yeeted, so I stayed seated, knew I couldn't beat it, and knew I was depleted. Kept to myself but for a few friends, walkin' on eggshells, just knew I'd offend, kept under the radar, didn't go too far, never trying to come off too hard. "I was so scared I was gonna make a mistake....that would be it.....everyone.....EVERYONE....upstairs wanted me gone..... [Whispered] except one." [Verse] I was in a broken place, scared to show my face, still wanting to share this space, when he came and said he was reviewing my case. I got redeemed, I coulda screamed, how happy I was to again be seen, Ghost Ryder brought me back in, renewed and redeemed. I went to the task, of helping any who asked, need to talk, feeling downcast, I'm here......I'm here. I kept on trying to help out, building relationships and earning clout, trying to be the one about, looking at the peeps who were filled with doubt. [Hook] I was given a second chance, yeah A second chance, to make it square A second chance, to make things fair And I got it... A second chance [Verse] Finally it was brought to me, a chance to be, one of the ones charged with security. Brought on as a Red, where before I had fled, doubts still swirling around in my head, but now I needed to be strong instead Now, y'all know the rest, so far got past every test, keep lookin' to ascend to the best, be another hawk protecting our nest, problems addressed, community obsessed... "So, that's it, pretty much.....Ghost Ryder gave me something nobody else was gonna..." [Hook] I was given a second chance, yeah A second chance, to make it square A second chance, to make things fair And I got it... A second chance [End]
