[VERSE 1] I still leave the light on when I know I won't need it. Still save the funny things I would've sent you. Still catch myself thinking, “you'd hate this.” Then I laugh. Then I don't. [CHORUS] I'm fine, I think. I'm doing alright. I laugh when I'm supposed to. I sleep through the night. I talk about you casually like it doesn't tear me apart. I'm fine, I think. I just carry you everywhere I go. [VERSE 2] I miss the stupid arguments. The ones I couldn't wait to end. I miss being irritated by the sound of your voice. I miss having somebody to roll my eyes at. Funny what becomes precious when you can't have it anymore. [CHORUS] I'm fine, I think. I'm doing alright. I smile at the pictures. I even laugh sometimes. I just can't understand why the happiest memories hurt the worst. I'm fine, I think. I just don't know where to put all this love. [BRIDGE] There are so many little things I never thought I'd miss. Your bad moods. Your stupid jokes. The way you'd interrupt me. The way you'd make an ordinary room feel full. I would've complained about every one of them. Now I'd give anything for one more. [FINAL CHORUS] I'm fine, I think. That's what I say. It's easier than explaining why some mornings feel the same until I remember. I'm fine, I think. I just wish grief came with somewhere to go. Because I've got so much of it. So much. And nowhere to put it. [OUTRO] So I leave the light on. Just in case. I know that's stupid. I know. But some habits are harder to bury than others.
