Somehow, it feels like the first time I’ve started over But I’ve sat at the table and played too much Poker Maybe this time feels different because were serious But you were the one who left me, I feel so delirious Guess what, I feel better now; I’m dating someone new Here’s to hoping she won’t feel what I put you through I don’t ever want to go back to the psych ward again Making dumb Marvel jokes with all of my felon friends You don’t know what you have until it ends You don’t know what you have until it ends It probably feels like losing your best friend I don’t know; you’d have to ask the meds Maybe I should read the bottle; check the symptoms See if they have the ability to make you feel numb Like you were never deeply and passionately in love And your attachment style fucked everything up Maybe you’re a divorced kid still looking for a home You can be independent and still fear being alone It’s too tempting to use this as a personal excuse You didn’t deserve all of the mania and verbal abuse Is this what divorce feels like inside of your head? We're separated, and to each other we're both dead. You don’t know what you have until it ends You don’t know what you have until it ends It probably feels like losing your best friend I don’t know; you’d have to ask the meds Am I addicted to the drugs or is this how I unplug? Am I addicted to the drugs or is this how I unplug? Are the prescription drugs… The reason I feel numb? You don’t know what you have until it ends You don’t know what you have until it ends It probably feels like losing your best friend I don’t know; you’d have to ask the meds Refrain: If you think life is hard, try losing best friends… If you think life is hard, try losing best friends… I guess you’d have to ask Chat about the meds I guess you’d have to ask Chat about the meds
