Verse 1 I learned to carry all the blame Even when it wasn’t mine to take Every hurt became another reason To believe that I had somehow failed So I searched myself for every answer Tried to find the flaw that made you leave Never stopped to ask why I was hurting I just thought the problem had to be me Pre-Chorus I thought if I could understand I’d finally find some peace But every answer kept you here And kept me underneath Chorus I had a right to be angry I had a right to feel betrayed I didn’t have to turn your leaving Into something wrong with me I had a right to be brokenhearted After everything we’d been through I spent so long asking why I wasn’t enough When I should’ve been angry with you Oh, I had a right I had a right Verse 2 I wore your words like they were truth Replayed them till they sounded like my own Not enough, not strong enough Till I forgot the woman I had known And every time the anger found me I pushed it down and called it shame Made myself smaller just to carry All the things I couldn’t make you change Pre-Chorus I don’t need to know where you are now Or who is standing next to you Some questions aren’t worth my peace Just because I want the truth Chorus I had a right to be angry I had a right to feel betrayed I didn’t have to turn your leaving Into something wrong with me I had a right to be brokenhearted After everything we’d been through I spent so long asking why I wasn’t enough When I should’ve been angry with you Bridge So let me feel it Let it burn There’s nothing left for me to learn From chasing every little sign Of a life that isn’t mine You don’t get every part of me Just because you live inside my memories And I don’t need one more piece of proof To know what loving you put me through Breakdown I wasn’t worthless I was wounded I wasn’t weak I was confused And maybe healing isn’t understanding Everything you chose to do Maybe healing is believing I don’t need the truth from you Final Chorus I have a right to be angry I have a right to say it hurt I won’t take everything that happened And turn it into what I’m worth I had a right to be brokenhearted But I have a right to heal there too I spent so long asking why I wasn’t enough Now I know that wasn’t mine to prove No, I don’t need another answer I don’t need another clue You can keep the life I know nothing about I’m coming back to mine without you Outro I had a right To hurt To cry To be angry But I don’t have to stay there For the rest of my life
