Patience On Trial

[Verse 1] Waiting is wearing my patience thin I got a clock in my chest again Tapping my foot on the kitchen floor Counting the moments you still ignore Mental health check, I’m hanging by thread Trying to quiet what’s in my head Wasting time here, staring at truth Like I’m paying for something I never used [Pre-Chorus] Thinking what’s really going on Is this real or a lie all along? I keep turning it over and over Till my whole world feels colder [Chorus] Patience on trial Don’t call it a phase I meant every word And you lit the blaze Patience on trial You know what you did Wouldn’t bother me If I didn’t live it [Verse 2] Just torture and torment on loop tonight Muttering prayers at the edge of light Messing with my emotions, pulling the reins Turning my brain crazy, calling it pain You say it’s nothing, I know that tone A half-truth dressed up as your own I gave you my trust, I gave you my time Now I’m picking up pieces of a crooked line [Pre-Chorus] Thinking what’s really going on Is this real or a lie all along? I keep turning it over and over Till my whole world feels colder [Chorus] Patience on trial Don’t call it a phase I meant every word And you lit the blaze Patience on trial You know what you did Wouldn’t bother me If I didn’t live it [Bridge] If I’m honest, I’m shaking inside Trying to keep my pride alive But you pushed too far, too long, too deep Now the hurt won’t let me sleep [Final Chorus] Patience on trial Say it to my face I meant every word Yeah, I meant every word Patience on trial You know what you did Wouldn’t bother me If I didn’t live it