[Intro] Too much noise… Too many voices… Tell me what I’m supposed to feel. I know it’s there… I just can’t reach it. [Verse 1 ] I hear the cracks behind their voices, See the tears they try to hide, Everybody’s drowning loudly, While I’m standing on the side. I know they’re hurting, I can see it, But I don’t know what to say, I reach for something deep inside me, But it’s locked away. [Pre-Chorus] I want to feel the way they do, I want to know what pulls them through, But every time I reach inside, I find another door that’s locked. [Chorus ] I’m lost inside the noise, Drowning underneath their voices, Trying to save everybody When I don’t know how to save myself. I can hear the world breaking, Feel the weight of what they’re facing, But my heart won’t open When I need it to the most. Maybe I was never cold… Maybe I just have locked emotions. [Verse 2] They tell me, “You should understand,” Like understanding makes it real, But I learned to name emotions Before I learned to feel. I know the words for every fracture, I can recognize the signs, I can hold somebody together While I’m falling apart inside. [Pre-Chorus] If I could take away their pain, I’d tear these walls apart again, But every feeling disappears Before I can get close enough to touch it. [Chorus] I’m lost inside the noise, Drowning underneath their voices, Trying to save everybody When I don’t know how to save myself. I can hear the world breaking, Feel the weight of what they’re facing, But my heart won’t open When I need it to the most. Maybe I was never cold… Maybe I just have locked emotions. [Bridge] What if I don’t need to feel it To still reach for your hand? What if I don’t understand you But I choose to try again? Maybe I don’t need the answers, Maybe I don’t need to bleed. Maybe standing beside you Is the closest thing to feeling that I need. [Breakdown] Turn down the noise. Shut out the static. I’m searching for something I know is inside me. Break every lock. Tear down every wall. If I can’t feel what you feel… I’ll still answer when you call. [Final Chorus] I’m still lost inside the noise, Still surrounded by their voices, But I’m done pretending I have answers I don’t have. I can’t carry every sorrow, I can’t fix every tomorrow, But if you reach out through the static, I’ll be reaching back. Maybe I was never cold… Maybe I was never broken… Maybe there’s something underneath All these walls I’ve built. Maybe someday I’ll find the key, Maybe someday I’ll finally feel… Until then, I’ll keep standing here With my locked emotions. [Outro] Too much noise… Too many voices… I know you’re hurting. I just don’t know how to hurt with you. But I’m still here.
