THREE VOICES IN ONE MIND

I don’t know which version of me is real anymore I keep switching without noticing I’m trying to stay in one place but I keep splitting in pieces every memory feels like it belongs to someone else You… were not always like this… you… used to be whole… I’m losing track of my name I don’t know who is to blame every thought is out of sync every second makes me think I exist but not the same like I’m fading in my brain three versions in my head none of them are fully me Am I speaking or being spoken? Am I alive or just replaying? You are still inside somewhere… I’m breaking into pieces now I don’t know how to come down every version of my face keeps collapsing in one place I am here but not aligned different lives inside my mind I can hear myself divide I can’t choose which one survives who am I… who am I… who am I… I don’t know who I am I don’t know who I am I don’t know who I am you are still here… but not one…