I sit here and wonder why do it to myself and why do I have regret why must I have pain I let you go or was it you who let me go......... I write it down every time in a book so I can remember why do I do that I write hoping you would come back It seems that I want you to see my pain in writing I left my book open hoping you would find it so you could see so why I'm feeling did you ever love me did you ever feel my love did you ever see me that way why did you keep me at bay why did you play with my emotions why did you take me for granted why did you use me for self gratification So why do I have so emotion what have you done to me what have emotions do I have left I have no more emotions..................................................................................................................................................................................


