
To the One Not Here [B1]
[Intro - Free-time solo clarinet with expressive bends and ornaments. Sparse upright piano, distant accordion drone, subtle room ambience. Deep breath before the vocal enters. Mood: weary, reflective, intimate.] No voice but timber in the rafters, No foot upon the worn oak floor. The candle knoweth not thy shadow, Yet I still unbar the door. [Verse 1 - Fingerpicked acoustic guitar joins. Upright bass enters softly. Warm baritone vocal, close-mic'd and restrained. Clarinet answers the ends of phrases.] The keeper fills the selfsame measure, As though thy hand might claim it still. He asketh not why one stays untouched— He hath seen hearts obey their will. The ale is bitter, dark as evening, It warmeth naught beneath my breast. Each draught persuades my tongue to silence, Yet grants no pilgrim's soul its rest. I raise the cup where once thou smiledst, To empty air and weathered pine. A foolish rite, yet none have stopped me— This borrowed grief remaineth mine. [Pre-Chorus - Violin enters with sustained harmony. Brushes on snare begin a slow pulse. Accordion swells gently beneath the vocal.] They bid me drown what cannot perish, To cast thy name beneath the foam. But rivers bear no faithful burden; They only hasten all toward home. [Chorus - Full chamber folk ensemble blossoms into a restrained klezmer groove. Clarinet leads soaring countermelodies. Violin and accordion intertwine. Soft group harmonies join the final lines.] So here's to the one not here, The chair that waiteth year by year. The glass I fill, yet never share, The quiet keeping of thy care. I'm thirsty still— Not for the cask nor amber stream, But for one word left in between, One final peace I could not hear... Here's to the one not here. [Verse 2 - Rhythm settles into a gentle freylekh-inspired sway without losing its solemnity. Clarinet becomes more conversational with the vocal.] The fields have turned through many harvests, The swallows nest where once they flew. The world hath kept its patient order, Though time grew strange the day I knew. I sought thy face in crowded market, In chapel hymn and winter rain. In every cup I found a mirror, And every mirror held my pain. Old friends grew quiet in their kindness, They learned which tales I could not tell. For every jest I gave the table, There slept another down the well. [Bridge - Music falls away to piano and solo clarinet. Tempo breathes freely. Vocal nearly spoken. Long pauses between lines.] If grief be thirst, Then let it linger. Not as a chain, But as a spring. For what is love, If not a vessel Still bearing water Long after hands let go? [Instrumental Break - Expressive clarinet solo answered by violin. Accordion provides sustained chords. No vocals. The melody should feel like laughter remembered through tears before gently returning to stillness.] [Final Chorus - Full ensemble returns with richer harmonies. Percussion slightly stronger, but never triumphant. The communal feeling grows as if others quietly join the toast.] So here's to the one not here, Whose light yet finds me every year. The glass I lift no more to flee, But to remember faithfully. I'm thirsty still— Not for forgetting's fleeting fire, Nor for the sleep that comes with wine. I drink to bear thy memory clear... Here's to the one not here. Here's to the roads we could not wander, The songs unfinished, left half-sung. Though heaven keepeth what I cherished, Thy name abideth on my tongue. [Outro - Tempo slows naturally. Instruments peel away one by one until only clarinet and soft accordion remain. Final vocal almost whispered.] The second glass shall stand till morning. No hand shall claim it—save in thought. Until we meet again. [End]

