I’m different I’m unique in a special way Although I’m a good person I will be completely honest, listen what I gotta say Like Essya out of nowhere, with a special role to play (Was the bold one, always shining) and hungover through the day Just as soon as misses sunshine left her spot, t’was time to stand And show those tryin’ to break him, that there’s nothing that he can’t Final line of black eyeliner Highlights to my filled up cheeks Tryin’ to pump up perfect lips Because lip filler is not cheap I am Orsha Schizophrenia when it’s high (I see Orsha) Mirror full of goddess vibe Even if I’m an illusion (I will get into your head) ‘Cause I’m Orsha (You will want me) You’ll want me bad Almost arrogant when I walk in, like the room is made for me (But the smile slips a little) when nobody truly see I keep my posture sharp and pretty, like I’m never hard to break Still I laugh so loud it sounds like I don’t know what’s at stake Underneath the gloss and glitter there’s a boy who’s scared to stay So I dress the fear in confidence and send the doubt away Final line of black eyeliner Highlights to my filled up cheeks Tryin’ to pump up perfect lips Because lip filler is not cheap I am Orsha Schizophrenia when it’s high (I see Orsha) Mirror full of goddess vibe Even if I’m an illusion (I will get into your head) ‘Cause I’m Orsha (You will want me) you already want me bad I built myself from broken pieces and a little white line Wrapped my wounds in makeup just to make it through the night I act untouchable, inside I’m shaking all the time Hiding from the world and all the men who’d read between the lines If I look like I’m fine, it’s only half the truth I show I’m a mask made of vanity, while beneath it I glow And when the silence drops, I hear the fear I cannot kill I’m not a goddess, just a girl who’s learning how to feel I am Orsha Schizophrenia when it’s high (I see Orsha) Mirror full of goddess vibe Even if I’m an illusion (I will get into your head) ‘Cause I’m Orsha (You will want me) (“You want me?”) I am Orsha I make sure my host survives Behind the shimmer, there’s a trembling heart alive It was never about beauty, I just needed you to see It’s a mask to hide the fear that lives so deep inside of me (Orsha) Perfect skin and too much booze (Orsha) Perfect smile, nothing to loose (Orsha) I am what you want, no price (Orsha) (“It’s really vengeance I embrace”)
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