Keep it on the low, got me sedated Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated Coming down alone, so isolated Keep it on the low, got me sedated High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation Please look at me, you're my medication Let me paint it vivid, crystal clear, no filter, no veneer Every time you call I'm there before the second tone you hear I'm your rock in the storm, keep you warm, the form that you lean on I'm your clock 'round the block, every knock, every problem they bring on And I'm grinnin' at the role I'm in, controllin' what I'm feelin' when You hit me with that look so soft, I'm back at the beginnin’ again Square one, starin' up, tearin' up, carin' but I'm darin' not To send the text, I second-guess, delete it and repeat the plot You runnin' down these other dudes, I'm supposed to stay composed Dr. Phil-in', mask on, still it goes on while my heart gets broke And I do it yeah pursue it every time I see her do it Miss the real feel, conceal, never let her know I blew it Keep it buried, never carried past the surface, grin and ask You need advice on some new guy? Cool, I got you, take off the mask But losin' you completely, deeply, cuts me way more than this ache So I sign the line, design the grind, volunteer to break Keep it on the low, got me sedated Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated Coming down alone, so isolated Keep it on the low, got me sedated High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation Please look at me, you're my medication Been runnin' mental sessions, second guessin', lesson after lesson, can't reverse it Every angle that I tackle and unravel just unravels and gets worse with Every look, every word, textbook unrequited to the letter Wrote the very definition with precision, still ain't better Two AM you hit the line, I'm fine, I catch it on the second ring Wide awake, no mistake, layin' here imagining A different twist, version of this where I said the thing I meant Instead I'm talkin' you to sleep, two hours deep and I'm in my head You drift mid-sentence, I'm in the quiet, gripping this live grenade Knew the consensus, can’t deny it, I’m the cloud rainin’ on your parade I box it, lock it, label done, I table it and walk away Then crack it open 4 AM and let it ruin my whole day Some people love loud and proud, some love from the back of the room I volunteered for back of the room so I carry it, I own that view And yeah I'd sign that line again, rewind again, I'd do it every time 'Cause half of you is worth the weight of everything that killed me inside. Keep it on the low, got me sedated Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated Coming down alone, so isolated Keep it on the low, got me sedated High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation Please look at me, you're my medication (medication) you're my medication (medication) (medication)
