[Verse 1] You’re not even trying, and I still fall You text at midnight like that means nothing at all I say I’m busy, I’m just lying Replaying things you said without trying I should delete you, block the trail But part of me hopes you might derail And crash back into what we were Even if it always hurt [Pre-Chorus] I light candles, I look bored But I still check if I’m adored I wear this mask like I’ve moved on But I’m just playing your theme song [Chorus] I don’t want to want you, but I do I don’t chase, but I still move toward you You’re bad for me, but feel brand new I hate how much I still see you In strangers’ hands, in songs, in shoes I don’t want to want you Yeah, I do Yeah, I do [Verse 2] You liked her post, yeah, I saw it fast Felt it echo like a punch that passed And I acted like I didn’t care But I dressed up like you’d be there I should outgrow you like a phase But you’re the ghost I never erase I sing your name behind my teeth And call it “melody” [Pre-Chorus] I go on dates, but drift away No one looks like you that way I fake my peace, I wear it well But my chest still rings like a warning bell [Chorus] I don’t want to want you, but I do I don’t write love songs. but here’s one for you You’re toxic-sweet, but I crave truth And somehow, it still sounds like you I try to starve what we once knew But I don’t want to want you… (And I do) [Bridge] Tell me why the heart remembers What the mind keeps trying to undo Tell me why I feel your ember In a flame I never meant to renew [Final Chorus] I don’t want to want you, but I do Like a bruise I press to prove it’s true You’re bad for me… but so are few And none of them taste quite like you I should’ve burned the whole damn view But I don’t want to want you And I do.
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