[INTRO | whispered, tape hiss] [Interlude] [VERSE 1 | restrained, tired] Woke up on the floor again Don’t remember getting home Phone full of missed messages Sayin’ I’m not alone But I never felt this far away Inside my own skin Every smile they hand to me Feel paper thin [PRE-CHORUS | building tension] Keep saying I’m getting better now Like saying it makes it true But every night I fall apart The second I’m alone with you [CHORUS | bigger, cleaner hook] I’m sleepwalking through the wreckage of my life Trying not to break down every night Every shadow look exactly like my past Every heartbeat feel like it won’t last I’m sleepwalking through the wreckage of my life Tell me does anybody feel alright [VERSE 2 | more conversational] Been losing friends I used to have Guess they got tired of pulling me back And I can’t even blame them now I barely recognize myself Some days feel like healing Next day I can’t get out of bed Drive around at 3AM Trying to outrun my head [PRE-CHORUS | fragile] Talk to God in parking lots Hands shaking on the wheel Keep waiting for a sign This pain is even real [CHORUS | fuller, more desperate] I’m sleepwalking through the wreckage of my life Trying not to break down every night Every shadow look exactly like my past Every heartbeat feel like it won’t last I’m sleepwalking through the wreckage of my life Tell me does anybody feel alright [BRIDGE | stripped, intimate] If I could crawl out of my head I would do it instantly I swear I used to feel things stronger Now everything just blur into me [FINAL CHORUS | emotional peak] I’m sleepwalking through the wreckage of my life Trying not to disappear at night Every memory dragging me back down Like I’m still buried underneath this town I’m sleepwalking through the wreckage of my life Tell me does anybody feel alright [OUTRO | fading room tone] If you hear me breaking… Just know I’m trying Still sleepwalking… Still alive
